JOURNEY

In this city unknown  
Fresh out of the cocoon known 
Learning to live for the first time 
High on dreams
Tasting this sweet freedom 
Wanting to learn 
Wanting to grow
I stood there


Step by step exploring this new world
Made a zillion mistakes along the way
Paying a heavy price for each one of them all
Taking off the old mindset of settling in 
Breaking thru this protective shield
I wanted to stand out 


Nothing comes easy they say 
Engulfed with questions 
This arduous path gave me 
I tried to shut them off
They never wanted me to win 
Win this ultimate trophy of success
& They kept pouring in 
Injecting the negativity in me
Questioning the purpose of it all
I had to face them once for all


Denial is not the way to live
But denial kept me on track for long 
I had to now find the answers 
So resorted to this wise mind of mine 
The creator of these incessant questions 
They say focus on the bright side
So do we not acknowledge the bad one
Is life just about highs & successes 
Is life just about reaching a point where
You can buy that 10 Million Mansion by the sea 
Or is life just about walking by the beach 
Feeling happy content & driven 
I tried to make sense of it all 


Well isn’t life what you make out of it
You decide your path 
You knit ur dream
You drive it - slow or fast 
Some things come easy 
Some things bruise you hard 
You pause if you feel the overwhelming pace
But don’t you give up as yet 
These goals pump up life 
These dreams enrich your soul 
At the end it's all about your journey

© KIMAYA DESAI